you do not need to constantly justify yourself. go ahead. eat pancakes. eat a ton at dinner. eat ice cream sundaes at 1am. take a rest day. take six rest days. sleep in. watch a movie. watch ten movies. no explanations needed. you’re allowed to be kind to yourself.
order a fucking pizza with me and watch a fucking shitty film with me and play with my fucking hair and wear my fucking tees to bed and fall asleep in my fucking arms you fucking fuck
[panics but not in a disco sort of way]
Sorry about my belly pooch, that’s just where I like to keep my organs.
I am homesick for a place I am not sure even exists. One where my heart is full. My body loved. And my soul understood.